Summer , My Favourite .

2009-07-24T23:41:00.001-07:00

blogshop updated !

http://junkies-munkies.blogspot.com

mail me for more enquiries ! :D

2009-07-24T23:41:00.000-07:00

Was out with these people last night . Ohh what a great day ! Everything stays the same though . And yes , for the moment , I just felt that I love things these way . No arguments occurred , no such things as the " frowning session " . They shopped for some stuffs for the upcoming formal outing where as me , on the other hand , just wouldn't wanna shop for anything , not even a single cent . Gahhh !

Okay , I'm gonna save up my energy for later on . Woooo , I'm going out in an hour to come . What what ? I heard people asking me who am I going out with ? Ahhah ! Wanna know who ? Its . . . . .

Stay tuned for tonight's post . Muah !

2009-07-23T20:19:00.000-07:00

On vacation !

Be back soon people !

2009-07-22T00:32:00.000-07:00

School was sucha bore , trust me . It was pouring this morning and it continues till I'd reached Gombak , I guess ? Hmm . Journey to school was great , like seriously . Haha . You would wanna ask Jayjay what's up . Bwahahaha ! And I'm currently still in school now . We're having Java . Ehh cm'mon , somebody , tell me what to do pretty please ? I'm so lost . -___-

Dah lah nampak dekat Jurong East . Dah lah bawak beg adidas . Dah lah alight dekat clementi just to board the next coming train with us . Dah lah curik curik tengok . Dah lah kepale kene pusing . Dah lah nak hug . Dah lah ____ sangat . Dah lah macam Akid perangai dier . Dah lah budak ITE Balestier . Dah lah muke macam kenal . Dah lah banyak banyak banyak lagi . HAHAHAHA !

So yes , I hope you're fine now . I know how upset you are . I know this is so saddening but yes , boy' just go lead your life . I know you can do it . You don't need me cos' I know you're strong . Go , just go . I'm still your friend when you need a shoulder to cry on . I'll never neglect you cos' you come from one of the five(s) . I hope you understands . Yes , this takes time but I hope you'll pull through . Sorry and have great day ahead . :)

Khairul Anuar , I miss you , alot .

Beep me soon yaww . ^^

2009-07-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

Second post for the day when I don't even know why I should be blogging now . Errr well , just expressing all sorts of different feelings down here . Why not , right ? Hmm . I don't wanna get all tensed up , emotional like some girls out there . *I'm hinting on you , alright ? I'm not surprised gettin' to know that I'd lost 4 kg which makes me 41 kg now but what the hell ? My weight is sucha bitch but still , I'm lovin' it . :)

My smile was my make up today although my closest ones knows that I was faking it . I'm sorry people . I know , I'm the one making the decisions . I know how hurtful it felts for the other party but I have to think about myself too . I mean like , I've got feelings and I don't wanna do something for the sake of someone who pulls me down most of the time . I have to let this go . I have to let this all out . I have my own way of living .

Cause all we ever did was fight .

We were so disfunctional .

Now I've forgotten all the times ,

And all the days that I was lovin' you .

I've already closed that door ,

I don't want to be in the pain I felt before .

So now , I can be myself ,

Without your approval at all .

So yes , I had enough of people controlling my life . I don't wish to repeat any mistakes . I shall take this as a lesson learned and most probably learned from my wrong doings . Na'uh , I'm not gonna neglect you cos' I remembered tellin' you that it's still gonna be the 5 of us so yes , at any point of time , you may just wanna beep my cell cos' y'know I love you guys a lot so I really don't mind spending my time for you guys now . I love you , my people .

I really hope you respect my decisions like you did told me before . Love me , leave me .

2009-07-20T18:56:00.000-07:00

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30 missed calls plus 30 messages wrapped up with all those words . And it's still coming in . Trust me , it's coming like a one whole package . I'm sorry I didn't respond to em' . Told'ya I wouldn't wanna talk to you and yes , I'm being sucha straight forward fucka' . I need my own time , hell yes ! My time alone . Gim'me some space boy' . I'll promised I shall answer to all of your questions when the right time comes .

Out of all those 4 corners , I'd picked my favourite spot to sat back and did some soul-searching . I just don't know what to do . And I hate this part whereby I'm feeling so sicky yet sucky . So worthless , like as if I'm all freezed up . Not able to do anything , gosh gosh ! I wanna talk bout' you , no more . No more you , no more us . It's the five now , please ? I don't know how to put in words but yes , I know I have my own reasons behind all these .

Yesyes , those kiddy sluts may be smiling from ear to ear now , may be laughing as well as snickering , may be bitchin' about me . Tellin' things like they're happy becos' I'm encountering this kind of situation but what the hell , I'm still cool with it . I don't mind at all , girls . Woooo~ And ohh , I saw something ? Still spamming me ? Ermm , can I just peek on and take a good look at you and lem'me see how pretty you are ?

And I overheard somebody said how ____ you are ! Bwahahaha ! And wearing something that doesn't match your skin tone at all ? Dark versus dark ? Ehh , buruk nyeeeeeeee ! :P

2009-07-20T02:41:00.000-07:00

When you know you couldn't concentrate in class that well , this is what you do . Hahahaha ! But like hello hello , I still did my job . Unlike JAYJAY ! Hahaha . As usual , all practicals are supposed to be done in PAIRS ! But Jayjay was sitting down , ignoring me and I have to do everything . Hahaha . You bitch ! Airpok fly fly langgar tembok ! HAHAHAHA !

So yes , I managed to get my task done with the help of Thinesh cos' basically I got lost somewhere in between and it was actually as simple as ABC and you wouldn't wanna asked why I haven't been paying attention in class last semester cos' if I really do , I don't think I would have problems with all the tutorials sheets back then . -___-

This guy here is super sick earlier on and unlike every other normal days , today I really had to forced him to trained back home cos' he was extremely weak that he had been whining to me . So yes , basically as mentioned , we're currently saving and so he randomly asked me to kept his saving in my purse since he's so afraid he might use them up so it's sucha pity when he asked me for his saving since he wanted to cabbed back home but well what do ya' know ?

HAHAHAHA ! I didn't passed him a single cent so he had to asked for some help back at home. . So cute horh . GET WELL SOOONNNNNNN ! And I wouldn't wanna see you in school tomorrow if you're really sick , get it ? Ohh , and on the other hand , it's nice to be having bread with a spreading of nutella / strawberry jam for lunch and breakfast right Fir ? And we're gonna do this for the rest of the week ! Well , maybe oreo for tomorrow and Hello Panda for Thursday ? Ohh my , we really had to save and starve ! :/

And it's been so long ! I miss photography , babyyyyyy !

2009-07-19T04:24:00.000-07:00

I'm in the bus now , alone !

Grrrrrr !

And people ;

it's http://junkies-munkies.blogspot.com/ .

You may need them badly , please ? :'(

HAHAHAHAHA !

And I'm craving for a chocolate waffle badly ! :'(

2009-07-18T04:07:00.000-07:00

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I had the bestest chat with Mira Fzl , recently and damn , her words are like so so so my thing . I mean like whose gonna gave me those sweet advices if it wasn't for my girl(s) . Adding in that she's already engaged now , I really believe that she knows how to handle things way betta' than us . Ohh and not forgetting my other two favourite bitches , Yanna & Jayjay . Thanks a lot for all those advices or betta' still , thanks a lot for being there for me all these while when I'm having difficulties going through all these hurdles .

So yesyes , let's put all the emotional-sweet ass moments aside . Hmm . I'm not at home now . I brought along my notebook over to my cousin's crib and yeah , I'm getting all (s)excited about bandoo . Haha . Yes , lame and I even know that but cm'mon , tell me about it . If it wasn't for Jayjay's , I don't think I wanna chat with anyone else over at the messenger so often now . Haha . Thanks Jay ! Fir , are you using bandoo ? I'll send you the link and then you can get it download and we can laugh together over at MSN . ^^

And it's so so so superr mundane . Gosh ! Can't believe I'm not actually out on a Saturday . Omar called earlier on , asking me if I would wanna join them but I'm not free . Gahhh ! And Fir's out over at Iluma , watching Harry Potter . Ergh , so not my thing . I wanna watch Final Destination 4 that's showing on theatre in about a month to come , can we Fir ? :D And I'm still busy on my schedule cos' I've got tons of things to settled as well as some outings / occasions that's coming up . Hmmm . I need to go Ikea badly ! :/

Okay , I post a lot now and my wrist is hurting badly . :( And my gums , they're itching now . So itchy ! -_____- Bye people . :)

Jayjay got irritated ! Sorry bitch .

2009-07-17T09:34:00.000-07:00

Since when did the hell you wore tanktops ?

HAHAHAHA !

so the merepek(s) !

2009-07-16T19:17:00.000-07:00

I was randomly browsing through some unknown friends in my facebook list when suddenly , I came across this particular person photo and surprisingly , I get to look at her photos one by one which really makes me wanna puke . Haha . Jayjay was like sitting next to me and I goes like ' Jay , mate dier lari siaa . ' And Jayjay was laughing her ass off cos' what the hell ? I'm stating the facts alright ! Bwahahaha !

And the only reason why I'm blogging right now was just to post this shit out cos' I knew I would have forgotten about this if I happen to blog tonight which most prolly I don't think I will cos' I'm gonna be dead tired . So yes , back to where I was , that girl was wearing her contacts which I find that it's rather , errr . Haha . So not the in thing . *ohmygod ! Doesn't suits her at all . Gaahhhh . Okayy Yunni , just stop it okayy ? :/

And I know after this , there's gonna be some people out there who really feels the pinch , assuming things like I'm talking about them when I don't have the time at all cos' what the fuck ? It's like so so so so not my type . Wooo . So now , I'm still in class . The rest are having their break and I'm staying in with Jay cos' the feeling of climbing the stairs all the way to last level which is level 4 is sucha bitch !

And i'm saving up now . :'(

2009-07-16T05:00:00.000-07:00

I don't understand why but just by looking at your face , after some incident occurred which you completely pushed the blame on me disgust me a lot . I'm not too sure how much I meant to you but y'know something darla ? The feelings of loathe is back which eventually makes me think twice on whether I should or should not even be nice to you . I'm still thinking so yes , can you like just buzz off from my sight for the moment .

I know you may be reading this , someday which I don't even know when but I really hope you betta' get a change after reading this . You know I'm talking about you . You know I'm that bitch you wouldn't wanna messed with cos' I believed you had encountered such things before and if it wasn't for him , I think we're still the greatest enemy , don't we girl ? So yeah , you've been spitting out nonsense which y'know I dislike it a lot cos' I'm so sure that I wasn't at fault at all .

If somehow , you knew things might worsen , you should have used up your brain to cleared everything up but hell nooooo ! To my surprise , you could even waste your time , entertaining me after which , some shits happened and then you'd regretted and now , you're tryna' act like as if , you didn't know anything when the bloody fact was that , you're playing a part . So like finally , I've seen your true colors . Thanks a lot .

How long have I known you ? How long have we been the " partners in crime " ? How long have we both been hiding every secrets together ? How long have we been together since the very first day I came into this world ? How well do you know me ? It's the matter of how long and how well ! And the only thing I'm asking you is WHO AM I TO YOU ?

And yes , I hope you realised something . I hope you know that I'm your flesh and blood . I'm not one of your pathetic friends whom ditched you when they don't need you and only come searching for you when they wants you next to them . I'm your sister whose here for you every single day . I'm the one whom have helped you out through out your journey and now , instead of helping me , you're siding your friend which I think they don't even need that cos' somehow , all these while , they have been MASQUERADING !

Night and thanks for reading my speech .

And boy' ,
You're the only one who managed to put a smile on my face every now and then . Despite all those shitty arguments we both had sometimes , y'know I adore you becos' you deserved them betta' than anyone else . *melts .

2009-07-15T01:02:00.000-07:00

So yes , it's only 4 pm to be exact . I'm having java programming which really makes me feel so sick now . Fir called earlier on , 5 minutes ago , I supposed . He's leaving school for training . *smacks head ! I'm having a cut deep down in between my gums and lips , adding on those huge ulcers . Damn it ! The pain is so unbearable like one motha' fucka' . Grrrr . :/

Akshay is screaming his lungs out and again , we three girls aren't listening at all . Haha . Jayjay's busy bloghopping where as Yanna's busy blog-shopping ! This bitch makes me shop alot , y'know people . And trust me , the moment Akshay come by , we three AUTOMATICALLY minimized our individuals page , pretending like as if we're listening . I don't understand why we're not playing a part anyway . :S

And bleargh , Fir called again ! He's at the canteen , waiting for me and I really feel like smacking him . Ohhohh and how can I forget ! My crib is on MAID'S-MODE ACTIVATED ! Bwahahaha ! Suzy arrived last night and damn , that bitch never stop talking . Tellin' me things like how big is Hong Kong . Haha . So irritating like sumpah bin nak mampos . ^^ The last time I met her was a year ago and I really didn't expect that she's here , working with us now . :)

Okayy and Yanna's being sucha whore becos' , ridiculously , she re-do some forms when the bloody fact is that she'd done it like 5 minutes ago . Ehh cm'mon , haha . She killin' some of her precious time , I guess . :D And we three really had a fun time laughing our ass off . Kacang Putih , Commitment when it's supposed to be compliment . Lol !

I need to go . Bye people . :D

2009-07-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

Another day filled with happiness and laughter . You know I never had enough whenever i'm with my homies . They're the best that I could have ever asked for . So yes , where should I begin ? Hmm , lem'me think about it . Ohh hell , me and Yanna had this heart to heart lovestory talked and her past got so complicate that I almost got lost in between her talks . I mean like seriously , there was this part whereby it's so heartbreaking . Gosh !

I had mine story telled to her followed by some remaining left over questions i've yet to asked Fir so I was a lil bit worried whereby I told Yanna and she gave me her opinions . Schools schools so there's nothing to talked about except for that , I find EE hasn't been really productive for me . Well , I don't know if the rest do feels the same way too . Haha ! Goh hasn't been elaborating much and if he did , we're having some hard times understanding . Damn it !

Afternoon was great and I wouldn't wanna mentioned it down here . Wooo . I'm saving up now and it feels so great adding in some saddening story whereby me & Yanna had to starve and we've promised to only spend $1.60 per day ? Pathetic much , though ! Haha . Ohh no no , the five of us has been saving nowadays and Fir said he'll be saving 2 buckaroos per day . I had 5 buckaroosss in my piggy bank now . Heh ! Pretty much excited . :D

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Mum said I shouldn't be entertaining kids like these cos' even if they claimed that they're much more wiser and somehow , they thought they have a better sense of maturity , they shouldn't have reacted these way . What matter most is that , I'm happy with my life , leading this beautiful story with the everbest people . ^^ And again , if you guys are judging me just by having a look on my appearance , then you guys can shut the hell up and back-off .

So what if i'm ugly , not pretty like some others ? It doesn't matter to me at all . Cos' this is me . This is how God wants me to be . The ones going over the limit are you guys . I don't owe you guys a living , worst still , not even a single cent so why bother bugging me now ? Still not satisfied with me ? My make-ups ? With or without make up , I'm still ugly as I can be ? THEN SO BE IT ! You guys have been hate-tagging since I don't know when !

You don't have to tagged me nonsense cos' I couldn't be bothered at all so that's why I removed my tagboard . I pitied you guys somehow cos' if I happened to privatised my blog , you guys may not get the chance to catch up with some things down here . Ahhah ! Don't deny cos' everyone knows that you guys have been hoping here , reading every single thing .

If you really called yourself a bunch of young adults , then I dare you to stop everything . And using two DIFFERENT name tagging at my board with the SAME ip address is so ridiculous . Haha ! I don't know lah , if you bunch has been sharing the same computer all along . Haha . Haiyyaa , why in the world are there such people like these .

BYE !

2009-07-12T02:15:00.000-07:00

A VERY LONG POST SO BEAR WITH ME !

As every other normal Saturday spent , yesterday wasn't just like the other past Saturday . Fir fetch me over at Gombak and then as usual we're the ones have to wait for the rest . I don't why but I do think we're always the early birds . Haha . We have to wore our shoes cos' they wanted it to be some kind like a casual plus formal outing but I don't really think it is . Excluded Yanna , the four of us did wore our kicks .

We had our Brunch over at Far East cos' I'm like starving , seriously starving . I simply don't understand why but I didn't even wanna munch on fast food last night . Gahhh ! Omar and Fir would always goes like " ehhhh ! " whenever they saw Onitsuka Tiger and I was browsing through some kicks when I saw this green shoes , looks so pretty ! And seriously , I spent quite sometime srcutinize that pair . Argh !

We had pool and somehow , last night was different . I don't know why but some looked like they're rushing and some giggled along the way . I pondered but I didn't asked why . Just out of a sudden , Wan said he had to rushed to Bugis cos' he have to meet his friend and Yanna said she wanted to tagged . Like why should she be tagging along when Wan can actually go alone and then meet us up and Clarke Quay .

So , me & Fir together with Omar walked all the way to Cineleisure cos' I wanted to grabbed Famous Amos , and we really had enough of it after which Omar said he wanted to munched on cheese fries so we sat and chatted for a while . And I was like whining , complaining why should Wan & Yanna go . Fir was way different and he didn't talked to me so I was like quite upset but I ignored since I promised myself not to make a fuss last night .

The three of us made our way to Clarke Quay and we had a nice spot to seat when suddenly , again , Omar had to leave us to fetch Yanna and somehow , this Omar said Wan couldn't make it so it's only Yanna he had to fetch so I was like okayy . So it was only me & Fir left when he sat infront of me , giving me his cold shoulders and I couldn't take it so I asked why .

Yunni : Why , what's wrong ?

Fir : Nothing .

Yunni : Did I do something wrong ?

Fir : You agak agak ?

Yunni : Huh ? Ape sehh I buat ?

Fir : Try to re-called lah . Agak agak .

Yunni : ( And I was like thinking what did I actually do wrong )

when suddenly ,

to my surprised , Yanna together with Omar and even WAN was making their way to my direction with a CAKE and I was so touched that I almost cried but no , I didn't cos' my make-up wasn't those waterproof ones and I was really holding back my tears . Awww ! You've heard me ! They seriously make me go aww !

Yunni , Please Forgive Us !

And I love this one . *melts .

And also this one ! *touches .

And guys ;

I had never expected that you guys would actually planned these up . I'm extremely touched and I mean it . Thank you so much to Wan & Yanna who rushed down all the way to Toa Payoh just to collect the cake when actually they said they wanted to dropped by Bugis . Thank you so much to Wan & Omar for ordering the cake over at Toa Payoh on Friday so that's the reason why you told me and Fir to walked off first . Thank you to Fir FOR EVERYTHING especially your acting ! Haha . Your post is already in our blog . :)

I love you guys , I swear ! And although the five of us have to rushed all the way to the nearest shelter cos' it poured so heavily , getting ourselves drenched , my make-up smudge , I love you guys , as always !

2009-07-10T05:11:00.000-07:00

Tell me who loves to pout her ugly lips when she got herself on camera ?

How about this ? Haha .

And these one ? Ahhah !

Pardon me for all those ugly photos now . *looking up . Haha . Me and Yanna had fun snapping these photos few days back while waiting for our guys to end their class . Adding in all our gossips we had , gahhh , it's amazing I tell'ya . You would never wanna bitch with us . Wanna know why ? Becos' you can never know how to click with us and tolerate our shits cos' we're best of all . :/

Below are all the pretty pictures I've had but haven't had the time posting it out . :)

This was the first day of the week , I think ? Haha . This bitch here was busy with my player cos' she's having some performance tonight over at GRSS and she couldn't make up her mind on what song she have to picked . Like so fickle lah gitu . :/ But apart from that , singing White Horse from Taylor Swift sounds nice , although I told'ya I wanted you to sing MJ's ; You are not alone . :D

I met Irah over at Lot One cos' she says she's hungry and I somehow accompanied her and I had Chippy . Been craving for that for quite sometime . We had to roamed around the library cos' we wanted to searched for plugs badly and the moment we got our seats , we took tons of pictures using her webcam's and I felt so bad for not bringing along my notebook cos' if not , we can like both webcam webcam together using each other's laptop . :S

How ugly I may look , how bitchy I can be , how childish I may be , I know he adores me alot rather than he adores you like he onced did . I think he regretted about it . ^^

This was after school . Uh'huh , me and Fir went over to Imm since I wanted to searched for my stuffs over at Daiso and we did purchased some things ! Gahhh , basically Fir paid my stuff and I thanked you for that . I've got my coloured papers , in Red as well as White . Wooooo~ And it's so shimmering , so pretty and this Fir was like " you nak buat ape ? " / " you nak buat untuk siape ? " And I goes like " diam lah you , kpo ehh . " Haha . So cute !

He waited me somewhere while I go get changed and then we had some talks going on and this boy' here sounds so low , looked so down like as if something's have been bothering him . Yes , I know that cos' I know him too well already . :) Walked together and I trained to cck while he headed back home . And now , I'm waiting for his calls . Woooo~

I'm going out with my homies tomorrow . Wooo~ Bye people . :D

Ohh , and I heard somebody asking me who the hell is the Darkest Dog ? BWAHAHAHA ! Ask me personally alright ? Thanks . :D

2009-07-09T17:39:00.000-07:00

I'm early for school today , just like the early birds . And I'm now blogging when it's only 8.50 am . Couldn't concentrate on anything else . My soul is here but my mind is not . Something is bothering me right now and I'm trying hard to put all those feelings aside . I don't know how I should be feeling right now . I can't even get my words type out correctly . Just what's uppp with me now ? I know I'm not me .

I'm not too sure if I can make it this Saturday if my homies are going out but I'm trying hard too cos' I know having them around me makes me feel so good . Yes , I'm going out and that's final . Guys , let's just go out and have some fun . Hmm , Yanna's not here with me . I need my break now . Ohh cm'mon Yunni , wake up girl . Fir have to fetch me outside my class later cos' I told him to do so . Gahhh !

Okayy , I'm going Daiso with him later on cos' I'd told him that I wanted to get some boards plus some pretty pictures printed to have them hanging on my room wall . But I'm gonna survey things first before purchasing them . I don't wanna leave my walls emptied . It's so plain like seriously fuck up . Ohh , and also some A4 coloured papers for some words to be written on .

Ahh Yunni , diam lahh ! This kecik is helping me out . Yesyes , she has been teaching me on how to steal and save some coding's for java . Insane . And in case if you have been wondering who is kecik , it's Miss Tan actually . Bwahahaha . She said I owe her meal(s) since I had tons of error . Typo error to be exact and see , I told'ya my mind's not here . I'd just feel like going home now .

Please kindly pass me your blogger emails becos' basically , I'm privatising this blog due to some motha' fucka' . Thank you and have a nice day , have a nice say .

2009-07-09T05:34:00.000-07:00

You'll never know how hard you have to go through in life sometimes . Passing through all those obstacles , all those hurdles which you think these would never ever happened to you but it just did . I believe everyone do made mistakes and I realised that . Nobodies perfect , just nobody ! I'm willing to give you another chance if only you're willing to make a change , learned from your mistakes and make sure it will never happened again .

I wouldn't want anymore horrific news that makes me niggled all day long . I just wouldn't want them anymore , please guys . I just hate of having the feelings of premonition and suddenly , things turned out to be true . Yanna , your words gives me an insight about this matter and thanks a lot . And guys , just stop being so furtive . Stop behaving like you guys wanted to kept something as a secret but suddenly , someone let the cat out of the bag and this pulled me down badly . Guys , promise me that the 4 of you won't keep anymore secrets from me ? Please ? :(

Spare me the embarrassment for crying in front of you guys despite knowing how shameful it's gonna be . I couldn't take it any longer . I don't want to sniveled anymore . I've cleared all the doubts now and I'm sure these horrible feelings will soon fade away . Yes it will , so don't ya worry boy' . These things may had gave me the huge impact but yes , I believe it's gonna be the first and the last .

I may be the last to know and although this gives me a scar and hurt me so much , I believed my homies did everything for my and his and our own good . Guys , no matter what happens , I want no more secrets to be kept for this long and better still , just don't keep it ! I want us , I like us , I love us and no others could ever replaced your position in my heart . Till here !

With Lots Of Love ;
Yunni .

2009-07-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

When you ask God for a gift,
Be thankful if he sends,
Not diamonds, pearls, or riches,
but the love of real true friends.

I love them like so much . <3

In your face , people !

2009-07-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

Pardon me for all those harsh words that's about to come out . Angry mode activated .

Ehh hello hello missy ! Whats up with all these shits again ? Not happy about me getting my blog link change ? Got myself a new blog shared together with Fir and worst still , we privatised it ? Why do you care so much anyway ? Does this even affect your pathetic life ? What do you wanna know about our lifes now ? You have been checkin' up things and worst still , you've been visiting my blog quite often and please kid , don't deny ! Your false movements spells it all . The moment you got to know that i've moved , you automatically post such things thinking that I wouldn't have read your stupid blog ? Huhu . Getting so uptight about this , kiddo ? I know why ! Tell me about it ! You're extremely jealous that I lead a better life and you don't ! Bwahahaha !

Just don't deny lah okay girl cos' your false movements tells me so . -.- Eh , I swear you're like one fucking slut ! You ain't know nothing so stop spitting out shits ! Why bother about my life and Fir's when you've got your so-the-merepek looking guy whose not up to my standard at all ! Ohhohh , or maybe , they contacted you just to fuck you , hows that ? Becos' you're one kid whose still not open to public , wearing the same white tanktop or worst still , wearing something that looks so horrendous becos' you think you're hot when you're not , you blacky ! Take that ! I bet'ya frustrated ! Ohh and that guy , na'uh , his face looks like a dog poo's !

I'll make sure I'll come up straight to you and give you a round of applause when you're being used up cos' girl , take a look at the mirror ! Muke kau sajak buat rolling ! Take that again , you dark skin girl pretending that your skin is tanned ! Ahhah ! Tanned ? Ehh fuck , COLOR-BLIND ! Woooo~ Ohh and one last thing , girl you betta' look down now ! Cos yesyes , you've dropped your face ! In your face girl , you're sucha low life bitch ! And stop all your copy-paste games . A dictionary might help you out . Or maybe your brain is not functioning at all , that's why you've been copying others now ? Gahhhh ! Sumpah kau merepek lah perempuan ! Ehh na'uh , you're not even suit to be a girl , are you ? -____- Thank you and have a nice say . :D

I love Fir , so anything else dark horse ? ^^

School-In !

2009-07-06T19:42:00.000-07:00

I swear he's hot ! Jacob ! Blahhh ! *melts .

I'm in school now . Have yet to email my projects over to Akshay although he can just copy it from my thumbdrive when the bloody fact is that he's only infront of me now . *Smacks head ! Ehh cm'mon , i'm hungry now . Lunch time coming up soon . Akshay said he'll be releasing us soon . Wooo . Fir bought me chocolate pancakes from Mr Bean and it's now with him since i'm like super lazy to even hold a small paper bag . -.-

I'm ending school at 6 today and thank God Omar & Fir will be waiting for us over at the canteen . Okayy bye , update soon when i'm home . :)

JAYJAY , YOU OWE US ONE FOR HELPING YOU WITH YOUR PROJECT ! -____- KINDERJOY WILL DO , THOUGH ! <3>

It's time for something new .

2009-07-06T09:51:00.000-07:00

Humans are all fallible . They tend to make mistakes sometimes and I believe something that has happened has the reason to it . To learn from all your mistakes are something impressive and not every human beings are able to even do such things though . I was a lil bit traumatised due to some things that are not supposed to be mention here . It's rather personal so don't bother asking me why . Na'uh , theres nothing to do with any bondings going on so far cos' I think I don't have a problem to it and even if I do have , I shall just ignore em' for the moment .

So uh'huh , I think i'd realised something now . Y'know , we should be greatful sometimes , not cursing others in such a way whereby we thought that only these things would released our anger out . Something's pulling me down now and it's like I don't even understand why I should be feeling this way . Sometimes , I didn't expect that I could like just pretend that i'm fine , masquerading being another happy girl when i'm not . Pretending to act like as if my smile is my make up when no , it's not . Ohh baby , I need some guidance . I think I had quite enough already .

Somebody just knocked some sense in me , and therefore I think I need a change , badly . It's time to freshen up myself . I don't wanna hang on like this till I don't know when . Stop clinging on others Yunni . Ohh cm'mon , buck up ! Honestly , this post was meant for yesterday's but initially , i've yet to overcome the sense of lethargic so i'd got it posted now . Pardon me for all those emotional like y'know that and this kind of feelings . I wasn't myself lately but I know I can overcome all this shits now .

Boy' , your poems makes me day .