I don't understand why but just by looking at your face , after some incident occurred which you completely pushed the blame on me disgust me a lot . I'm not too sure how much I meant to you but y'know something darla ? The feelings of loathe is back which eventually makes me think twice on whether I should or should not even be nice to you . I'm still thinking so yes , can you like just buzz off from my sight for the moment .

I know you may be reading this , someday which I don't even know when but I really hope you betta' get a change after reading this . You know I'm talking about you . You know I'm that bitch you wouldn't wanna messed with cos' I believed you had encountered such things before and if it wasn't for him , I think we're still the greatest enemy , don't we girl ? So yeah , you've been spitting out nonsense which y'know I dislike it a lot cos' I'm so sure that I wasn't at fault at all .

If somehow , you knew things might worsen , you should have used up your brain to cleared everything up but hell nooooo ! To my surprise , you could even waste your time , entertaining me after which , some shits happened and then you'd regretted and now , you're tryna' act like as if , you didn't know anything when the bloody fact was that , you're playing a part . So like finally , I've seen your true colors . Thanks a lot .

How long have I known you ? How long have we been the " partners in crime " ? How long have we both been hiding every secrets together ? How long have we been together since the very first day I came into this world ? How well do you know me ? It's the matter of how long and how well ! And the only thing I'm asking you is WHO AM I TO YOU ?

And yes , I hope you realised something . I hope you know that I'm your flesh and blood . I'm not one of your pathetic friends whom ditched you when they don't need you and only come searching for you when they wants you next to them . I'm your sister whose here for you every single day . I'm the one whom have helped you out through out your journey and now , instead of helping me , you're siding your friend which I think they don't even need that cos' somehow , all these while , they have been MASQUERADING !

Night and thanks for reading my speech .

And boy' ,
You're the only one who managed to put a smile on my face every now and then . Despite all those shitty arguments we both had sometimes , y'know I adore you becos' you deserved them betta' than anyone else . *melts .