Nothing Matters Now .

Was out with these people last night . Ohh what a great day ! Everything stays the same though . And yes , for the moment , I just felt that I love things these way . No arguments occurred , no such things as the " frowning session " . They shopped for some stuffs for the upcoming formal outing where as me , on the other hand , just wouldn't wanna shop for anything , not even a single cent . Gahhh !

Okay , I'm gonna save up my energy for later on . Woooo , I'm going out in an hour to come . What what ? I heard people asking me who am I going out with ? Ahhah ! Wanna know who ? Its . . . . .

Stay tuned for tonight's post . Muah !

On vacation !

Be back soon people !

School was sucha bore , trust me . It was pouring this morning and it continues till I'd reached Gombak , I guess ? Hmm . Journey to school was great , like seriously . Haha . You would wanna ask Jayjay what's up . Bwahahaha ! And I'm currently still in school now . We're having Java . Ehh cm'mon , somebody , tell me what to do pretty please ? I'm so lost . -___-

Dah lah nampak dekat Jurong East . Dah lah bawak beg adidas . Dah lah alight dekat clementi just to board the next coming train with us . Dah lah curik curik tengok . Dah lah kepale kene pusing . Dah lah nak hug . Dah lah ____ sangat . Dah lah macam Akid perangai dier . Dah lah budak ITE Balestier . Dah lah muke macam kenal . Dah lah banyak banyak banyak lagi . HAHAHAHA !

So yes , I hope you're fine now . I know how upset you are . I know this is so saddening but yes , boy' just go lead your life . I know you can do it . You don't need me cos' I know you're strong . Go , just go . I'm still your friend when you need a shoulder to cry on . I'll never neglect you cos' you come from one of the five(s) . I hope you understands . Yes , this takes time but I hope you'll pull through . Sorry and have great day ahead . :)

Khairul Anuar , I miss you , alot .

Beep me soon yaww . ^^

Second post for the day when I don't even know why I should be blogging now . Errr well , just expressing all sorts of different feelings down here . Why not , right ? Hmm . I don't wanna get all tensed up , emotional like some girls out there . *I'm hinting on you , alright ? I'm not surprised gettin' to know that I'd lost 4 kg which makes me 41 kg now but what the hell ? My weight is sucha bitch but still , I'm lovin' it . :)

My smile was my make up today although my closest ones knows that I was faking it . I'm sorry people . I know , I'm the one making the decisions . I know how hurtful it felts for the other party but I have to think about myself too . I mean like , I've got feelings and I don't wanna do something for the sake of someone who pulls me down most of the time . I have to let this go . I have to let this all out . I have my own way of living .

Cause all we ever did was fight .

We were so disfunctional .

Now I've forgotten all the times ,

And all the days that I was lovin' you .

I've already closed that door ,

I don't want to be in the pain I felt before .

So now , I can be myself ,

Without your approval at all .

So yes , I had enough of people controlling my life . I don't wish to repeat any mistakes . I shall take this as a lesson learned and most probably learned from my wrong doings . Na'uh , I'm not gonna neglect you cos' I remembered tellin' you that it's still gonna be the 5 of us so yes , at any point of time , you may just wanna beep my cell cos' y'know I love you guys a lot so I really don't mind spending my time for you guys now . I love you , my people .

I really hope you respect my decisions like you did told me before . Love me , leave me .